I can't quite bear to delete this place yet, since its been with me for abt close to 5years, held my memories for the same duration. But until then, i probably wouldn't be updating this place anymore.

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CaT cat purred at 9:49 AM
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i think itz amazing to realise, i've cried more in the past 5years than in the 16+years prior to that. i think it sucks, to have found out dat alot of my life was lived in a lie.. in a constant state of delusion, tellin myself nothing is wrong, everything is fine, and that i am happy..

i've been broken in so many parts, i dun think i can put myself back together again.
CaT cat purred at 11:45 PM
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Since i'm at it, might as well update it all at once.

the actual day of my birthday was spent going for my morning lecture before skippin off to NUS to look for Him. After his school ended, we headed to town for lunch at Tonkichi before watching Death Race which i found very entertaining. went back to his place to watch tv til we decided where to go for dinner.. our very late dinner was at Chinatown eatin dim sum with our friend, Kenneth. =)

Tonkichi lunch



Night 2 was the dinner at Blue Basil (the pics galore below in the previous post). after that, Him, mi, and our friends- Peiwei and Yanting went up to his place to drink the wine that the cute couple bought for mi. we finished the wine, n followed on with DOM. lolx.. Peiwei had 1 glass of wine and 1 Guiness Stout, He had 1 glass of wine and 1 glass of DOM neat. Yanting got drowsy after 1 glass of the wine and i had 3 glasses of wine and 3 glasses of DOM. muahahahahaa.. Is there still anyone who doubts if i can hold my liquor? Mi, Him and Peiwei drank and chatted til the first bus started at 5am. it was sweet sleep after that.


Night 3 saw us with Peiwei and Yanting again coz we made plans on Night 2 to visit Ikkoi- the japanese restaurant at Miramar Hotel, the next night. it was a feast of japanese buffet! after dinner, Peiwei wanted to watch Wall-E so we went down to The Cathay for them to buy pics and to fulfill mi and Yanting's ice-cream dessert cravings. had Ben&Jerry's until their movie was goin to start. He wanted to play pool after so we picked up Kenneth before heading to Toa Payoh. I entertained myself with my new book til it was time to leave. slept even better that night.

Complimentary appetiser served at Ikkoi.



Assorted sashimi and Tempura Mushrooms & Sweet Potato


Compliementary Seafood-Soup-in-a-Tea-Pot and Hotpot





A handful of dainty Somen in a tiny, delicate bento (fits in my palm) and Soba


Day 4- Home Sweet Home, totally exhausted. hahahaa..



This year's birthday felt very... productive and fulfilling due to all the extended celebrations.
CaT cat purred at 9:41 PM

Alrite, some of you might know that i had a dinner at Blue Basil on 29th Aug, the day after my birthday. The date was chosen with my friends who are workin in mind because the actual birthday fell on a Thursday. :p

Here's the pics coz Marcus threatened to kill me if i don't upload them soon. haaa.. kidding. he did ask where the pics were......

The interior of Blue Basil


My "Thank-You-For-Attending" Chocolate Gifts.


The long table we had..


I AM NOT PHOTOGENIC!


With Faith






With Jia Yi


With the S.I.M clique who attended =)





CaT cat purred at 9:41 PM
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my birthday celebration this year became a 3-day affair. hahahahaaa.. feelin lazy for awhile so the details will have to wait.
CaT cat purred at 2:26 PM
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I've been away for a long time. been really busy with stuff dat i can't recall. school started and this sem will be one the most demandin ever, with school everyday startin at 9am. i need to find a good way to organise my studyin just so that i can keep up with what's going on.

waking up early for school had me zonked out everyday by late afternoon. still tryin to slp well after going to bed early and showerin late.

lookin forward to the dinner tonite, somehow.
CaT cat purred at 9:41 AM
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I've decided that this year's celebration will be the last one for a long while. The next time i gather my friends like this will probably be when i get my own place, or when i'm gettin married. By then, it'll probably be a way bigger party than this.

organising for others are so much better because then, rejections, reluctance or a general nonchalance wouldn't touch me. i am sick and tired of the idea of a celebration and if not for the friends who are enthusiastic abt it, i would have called it off totally and scratch it off my life as a mistake not to be committed again.
CaT cat purred at 11:10 PM
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Guess what?

Cat went home and rushed into the washroom immediately in an attempt to irritate her younger brother, whom she saw was heading there.

Cat used the washroom while her younger brother waited outside the door for his turn.

Cat opened the door by turning the handle to unlock it. The door swung open, with the handle still in Cat's hand.

Cat and Younger Brother stared at each other in disbelief for 5 seconds. They didn't know how to react.

Cat collapsed into laughter as Younger Brother continued his state of silent disbelief.

Cat, still helplessly laughing, stepped out of the washroom with the handle still in her hand. Younger Brother stepped into the washroom, still in silent disbelief.

They are both currently still in a state of.. Disbelief.
CaT cat purred at 11:25 PM
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My birthday is coming soon.. like in mayb 2 weeks time. so i've been thinkin about makin more of an effort to celebrate this year, compared to how i've spent it for since... ages ago.

can't really remember a time where i had my celebration planned for mi where all i needed to do was to show up. thus, i haven't really been celebrating it much becoz organizing is a hassle and it seems pretty sad to have to plan my party myself. lolx..

anyway, i've been thinking of introducing my frens to this new restaurant dat i've discovered. i kinda really like that place, as much as i like the idea of introducing all my different groups of friends to each other n seeing sparks fly n forging some new friendships among them if they get along. i really want all my friends to know each other n become friends if they hit it off, coz dat way, i can hang out with them together at a time, rather than having different parts of my life compartmentalised for different ppl whom i noe at different stages in my life. i kinda wanna integrate everything, just like how i'll prefer ppl to noe mi as a whole person, rather than just bits and pieces of mi.

yep.. so the idea is a birthday dinner at a restaurant i like on 29th August. my bday is on 28th, but 29th is a Friday night so it will be more conducive to organising a get-together.

if this pulls through, among my sec sch ppl, i'll probably be invitin Amanda, Grace n Marcus. from S.I.M, Faith, Suying, Jia Yi, Yong En, Wei Yang, Kayee and Jillian if she's in Singapore.

if u see this, pls let mi noe if u r interested. i'm onli inviting who i feel are the key ppl among my frens so if any one of u dun feel up for it, i'll probably call this off. so tell mi. =)
CaT cat purred at 11:17 PM
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Imitation brands.

Imitation gems.

Fake flowers.

Imitation care.

Imitation attention.

It all speaks of Imitation Love.
CaT cat purred at 9:26 PM
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