Poetry

slpt at 2am last nite coz i was tryin to finish up my essay dat was due todae.. =( so tired dat i decided to go to skool late, n thus i onli ended up in skool at 10.30am..which means dat i onli got there in time for english class to end.. handed in my essay, along with my excuse, n thankfully got off the hook unscathed.

the salads in our skool cafe is quite gd.. =) tried the honey mustard chicken salad todae n decided dat i'll eat onli salad in skool frm nw on. hahaha... coz i'm tryin to save money!! dietin is onli the side-benefit.

there'll be music n english test tmr.. sian... not intendin to study, coz i'm terribly lackin in my music notes.. think i reallie ought to buy the textbook soon.

went to town with Kayee coz i was goin over to Tri's house. ended up meetin Tri at Taka instead coz he wanted to do some grocery shoppin.. had to leave my poor wifey alone at Coffeebean.. :p headed back to his house after the grocery shoppin.. sorta had a tiff but itz alrite nw.. his sis went back to Indonesia juz nw in the evening..

rite.. enuf of bloggin abt nothing.. i shld juz decide on wat to wear tmr, n den go slp earlier..


fatigued..




CaT cat purred at 11:08 PM
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no pic for todae.. not in the mood to blog.. essay datz due tmr is stressin mi out.. am contemplatin resignin for english due to it.. damn.

n i tot english's my favourite subject. this essay's killin my interest.
CaT cat purred at 11:24 PM
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Fly

went over to his house after tutorin my bro n ironin my dad's shirts.. asked him to come downstairs to pay my cab fare coz i'm so broke.. (x_x)

feelin tired the whole dae.. kept dozin off at his house.. stressin out abt my english essay due on Tues too.. haven't started on it. scared..

went to the Pastamania at Cineleisure for dinner.. wanted to have sushi but he complained that he had been eatin dat way too often.. den we whiled away out time walkin around while waitin for his fren, Kenneth, to join us..

they played pool after Kenneth met us.. borin beyond belief.. think i was too tired.. all i was wishin for was a bed..

tmr will be a long dae.. dat is, if i dun skip the afternoon lecture.. i need to do my essay too..

fallin sick soon.





CaT cat purred at 11:28 PM
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Eye Am


spent the dae at home.. broodin over the essay datz due on Tues..

settlin down in a new skool isn't easy. still feelin my way around.. think i'm takin a damn long time with it but who cares..

mid-terms r comin soon.. so fast.. talk abt accelerated learnin.



CaT cat purred at 11:57 PM
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Black Widow


feel so horrible todae.. bad kitty.


ended up in CoffeeBean at Paragon todae, after skool.. accompanied Kayee to work again.. din go for the bbq organised for my course coz din feel like i'll fit. so went there n chatted with her before she had to start work.. den waited for Tri to meet mi..

accompanied Tri to search for his sis's bdae pressie.. her bdae's tmr.. he bought a cake n this musical chime thingy..


ate onli 2 bites of a sandwich the whole dae.. n dat was before i went to skool.. oddly, i dun feel hungry.. am i dyin? (x_x)
CaT cat purred at 11:59 PM
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Dawn's Damsel



definitely not mi.. not a mornin person..

din attend English class todae.. heehee.. too tired, so decided to slp til late.. oopz.. (x_x) went for dessert at Xu Liu Shan with Kayee after skool todae.. coz we were both headed for town so decided to keep her company for awhile before she goes to work..

went over to Tri's house after dat.. Kayee walked with mi there coz she din want to go to her workplace too early.. hahaha.. yay!! got company.. =)

watched Tri play Need For Speed, a racin game on his com.. den went to this pirated-disc shop in AMK Central coz he wanted to check out some anitvirus software thingy for his com. dinner was at MacDonalds.. haven't had fast food for quite a long time.. can't sae i miss it.. opt for healthy livin.. =)

he sent mi home, with both of us feelin stuffed.. him esp, coz he ate prawn noodles at the shop near my house too, after Mac.. (-_-lll

tired.. dreadin econs tmr..




CaT cat purred at 10:59 PM
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Not So Happily Ever After..


haiz...


can't dae itz been a reallie bad dae, can't sae itz been gd either.. itz definitely not normal through.. shall not elaborate..


tired.. n disillusioned..



CaT cat purred at 11:31 PM
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Hidden

datz wat i wanna be.. hidden til my skin takes a turn for the better..

felt so ugly todae.. =( so many bumps raisin their evil heads on my skin.. i'm disfigured!!! ARRGH!!! can i go into hidin?? pretty please??


he came over after i've finished skool todae.. watched The Girl Next Door on my com.. it looked pretty funny n so i dwnloaded it.. itz not too bad.. entertainin.. abit scandalous for my tastes, which might translate to Very Scandalous for others..

went to J8's Sakae Sushi for dinner.. whahahhaa... WASABI!!! love it!! juz the smell of fresh wasabi thrills mi.. =) walked around J8 after dinner n saw San Chin n Jia Hui..

chatted for awhile at the playground before he hurried mi home at abt 9.. =( nw, he's at Cineleisure playin pool with his fren Kenneth.. hmmpf.. confirm checkin out girls one loh.. think i dun noe.. =(




CaT cat purred at 11:04 PM
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went to the skin doc this mornin..spent a total of $150.. alot of medication.. i'm like feedin my skin a medicine cocktail every dae..

went to his sec skool class gatherin with him in the evening.. supposed to meet him at Orchard mrt but he got up the train while i got down.. he called n there was no reception while i was on the train halfway thru.. he was rather pissed with mi i think.. so we decided to meet at Bugis instead, which was where we wanted to head for together until all dat messin up.. i was standin in a corner, near the side of the door.. thought he was at Bugis already coz when he called mi, he was at Somerset while i was at Orchard.. also, when the train reached Somerset, i din see him.. he got up the train at Dhoby Ghaut n i din realise until someone, him, touched my hand.. by den, i was beratin myself for messin up so much n bein a thouroughly inept girlfren.. the sight of him, dat he got off the train at Dhoby Ghaut n got on the train i was in nearly put mi to tears.. alrite.. i got teary..

he was sweet after dat.. comforted mi.. Dearie, i'm sorie dat i kinda messed up todae.

met his frens at Marina Bay. had steamboat for dinner at the Chin Huat Live Seafood.. after dinner, they decided to watch House On Alminity Ville (is this the correct name) at Tiong Bahru, while Tri n i decided to head home.. he sent mi home n we chatted at the playground before i headed up.. =)

memorable dae..

tired.. not lookin forward to tmr..



CaT cat purred at 11:45 PM

u put on ur makeup.

first, u wash ur face, before preppin the skin with the medication dat u r supposed to apply. ur skin suffers frm the makeup u put on..

den, u wait for ur skin to absorb the medicine, while thinkin abt where u r goin n wat u r goin to do with him todae..

u apply ur foundation, followed by ur concealor, tryin to hide all the blemishes u have, wantin to show him a flawless mien..

u do ur chores, waitin for him to call.. u msg him, n wait for his reply.

he din. u worry. u call..



n he tells u, he'd made plans for todae.





they dun include u.





n u think, y do u even bother? y worry abt sayin "No" when he ask u out? y worry abt lettin him wait while u got ready to meet him? y go to the trouble, such lengths?


WHY?



n u remove ur makeup, layer by layer, askin those questions in ur head.

over n over.





ur face is bare.

ur heart is barren.






CaT cat purred at 1:56 PM
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The Floating Landscape


i've seriously thought of cuttin myself before. slashin the wrists n all.. luckily, so far, the fears of pain n scars have been enuf to override the temptation. luckily, i see it as a cowards' way to deal with emotions.. how long will it take til i cross the line? how much? i somehow think the mark is very near nw..

i've juz thought abt it again.. how long before i actually do it?


The Floating Landscape is a nice show.. very poignant n very beautifully filmed.. it features the sketches of Jimmy Liao, the artist of Sound of Colours n Turn Left, Turn Right. a rather sad story at first, some might find it dreary n boring. but the endin is beautiful n overall, the story is sweet n touching.

datz all for todae.
CaT cat purred at 11:12 PM

The heart breaks in two.
A drop of tear,
Two.

CaT cat purred at 6:35 PM
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Frm the Olympus ads.. did i post it up before?? reallie like it. =)


met up with Tri todae.. was supposed to go to the NUS open house with him todae but it was rainin heavily by the time we got to Clementi Mrt.. n so, due to the bad weather conditions, we decided to go catch a movie instead.

went to watch Star Wars 3 at Suntec. sat in the 2nd row.. (-_-lll the movie was not bad towards the end lah.. had abit more depth by then.. i can't stand their cliched n out-dated dialogues.. they ought to get a better scriptwriter.. :p n Yoda is the cutest character.. walks around with a cane but perfectly limber n active when fightin.. can jump to astonishin heights, for his height dat is.. hahah..

had dinner at Delifrance in Citylink before comin back to my house n chattin downstairs.. =) so far, all's been sweet. feels like when we first started goin out.. took alot of pics but guess i'll upload them another time, when i feel like it.. :p

=)



CaT cat purred at 11:35 PM
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Blind Felt

think i've posted this pic before..


econs test todae was kinda bad..

Tri came over after i've got home frm skool.. watched anime.. think i'm his official anime dwnloader whenever he's not around.. not dat i mind. =) went for dinner at J8. he wanted to watch Star Wars 3, but the seats were too front so we din wan them. sat n chatted at the seats under my block before he accompanied mi up the lift n he went home.. he's sick.. the poor thing.. saw alot of horrible lookin medicine dat he had to take after dinner.. =( hope he gets well soon.

juz got my hp bill.. a whoopin $162.20. my mum's gonna kill mi when she sees it.. n i so have to find some way to save up to pay it myself.. $114.70 juz on global smses alone!! to him when he was in Indonesia of coz.. n $29.20 on mmses.. is there anyway i can NOT LET MY MUM SEE IT?? =( this is bad.. can't imagine next mth.. or rather, i dun wan to..

i'm gonna have to go on drastic money savin mode.. like juz bringin $2 to skool per dae.. think dat'll work. i'll be able to save $160 in 20 daes if i do dat.


Tri's back!! =)





CaT cat purred at 11:22 PM
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Elir- Goddess of Lost Love



TRI'S BACK!! =)


Screwed up maths test todae.. (x_x) was almost late for class in the mornin n due to my desire to at least reach on time, i climbed up 3 storeys of stairs, in my heels!! i managed not to be late.. phew.. =)

feelin kinda light-headed nw.. tired..

my classmate, Jillian, thinks dat Kayee's a butch.. (-_-lll there's no resemblance at all.. n she's not. she's perfectly straight.. think they got this misconception coz we r always together in skool, n i'm always dressed very femininely while Kayee prefers the more neutral style of pants n tops.. so, we r very different n hangin out together brings out the contrast too strongly.. haha..

went to Kayee's house after skool.. nice place.. very neat n clean. compact. chatted abit on her behalf on msn with one of our classmates.. she cooked Hong Kong's brand's instant noodles for us.. i drank up alot of her water.. basically, we juz chatted n slacked.. she even took a nap, leavin mi to entertain myself for 30 mins.. quite fun. =)


tired.. tmr's class is in the noon.. hope the weather wun be too warm or sunny..
CaT cat purred at 11:59 PM
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Symmetry


tired.. went to skool totally sapped of energy.. i think my energy level will juz drop as the week progresses, as long as i have to go to skool..

i'm surprised the walls on the corridor leadin to the skool toilet r not blackened by now.. i tot cigarette smoke clings with astonishin tenacity?? (x_x) it definitely clung to my clothes n hair when i walked thru dat corridor.. ugh.. stunk for the whole dae.. i hate cigarette smoke!!


tmr got english test n maths test.. sian.. =(

my parents r in some sort of non-communicado.. over nonsensical issues.. once in awhile, they juz have to act juvenile.. gosh..

n frm tmr onwards, i'm gonna start savin up.. i have a feelin i'm gonna need all the money i can save..


tired..



CaT cat purred at 9:28 PM
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Dancing Tears..


wanted to post a pic of my new shoes up. but before i cld even take pics of them, one bow fell off one of my shoes.. (o_O) YIKES!! it dropped off the moment i got to class in the mornin n my classmate had to tell mi before i realised it.. ugh.. THEY WERE NEW!!! =( Manda, rmb we were wonderin if the bows can be plucked off? well, u dun need to, they'll drop off on their own accord.. i plucked the bow off the other shoe before it cld drop of without my realisation. it looked like it was on the verge of droppin off anyway. took no effort to tug it off. (-_-lll

went to Far East with Kayee coz she wanted to get her ears pierced n i was lazy to go home.. shopped around n bought a white blouse.. looks deconstucted.. shall find some dae to wear it to skool.. whahahaha.. n datz the 2nd white top u can find in my closet.

Kayee thinks dat my fashion taste veers towards the gothic. n i like my taste in fashion. =) saw this absolutely fab choker.. will anyone buy for mi?? early bdae present also can!! heehee.. i'm currently quite taken with the colour purple.. especially royal purple. very rich hue.

so, we found a place n chatted.. first at YaKun, den at Coffeebean.. mum called mi n told mi dat my youngest aunt, my mum's youngest sister, is gettin separated frm her husband. find it a real pity. they've been married 7yrs, n they dun quarrel.. so the idea is a very peaceful couple.. no kids. my uncle's a reallie nice guy, very gentlemanly type. he's quite gd-lookin to boot. n young. n he's a doctor.. so, watz there to criticise abt him? nothing.. think my aunt finds that there's a lack of spark, since she's the one who initiated it.. my uncle still visits my grandpa n calls him "Pa".. he buys stuff for my grandfather when he visits.. think he reallie loves my aunt n is heartbroken, coz he looked dishevelled, gaunt n listless.. so sad..

i used to think they make a very gd match. n they do. or shld i sae "did"? i wonder y my aunt chose to do this.. since u chose to marry him, y can't u stick thru thick n thin with him? n he's a gd guy, the marriage is stable, wat more do u wan? after 7 yrs, itz hard to still feel the romance datz u find while datin, but if some effort is put in, surely things dun ahve to end up this way? after 7 yrs, wat u get, shldn't it be a sense of belongin to each other? a sense of simple happiness? y complicate things lookin for something as obscure n unreliable as sparks? after 7 yrs of marriage, y throw it all away juz like dat? so wat if itz an amicable break? better of as frens? haiz.. wat happened to the vows of "til death do us part"? do ppl forget abt them so easily nw?

if i ever get married, it'll be for life. unless i'm sure of dat, i'll nv get married to the person. mayb ppl r walkin down the aisle too fast? they forgot to think abt the future? they no longer place great belief in their marriage vows? why? why r ppl resortin to divorces so easily nowadaes? no way of workin things out? there's no security in marraige anymore.. no wonder there's a fear of gettin hitched in todae times. nothing reallie ever last forever..

in my life, i've decided dat if i date, it'll be with marriage in mind. abit young to consider marraige mayb. but, y waste time playin the field, or goin around datin ppl when u r not headin for the same thing? i think itz essential, or rather, better, to find someone who share the same beliefs n wants out of a relationship, so dat u can work towards the goal as a couple n noe dat ur minds n hearts r knitted towards havin a future together..

haiz.. divorce is a harsh, heartbreakin word. in every partin, there'll always be someone hurt, no matter how much or how little..



CaT cat purred at 10:51 PM
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Ballerina


i love ballet shoes.. does anyone noe where to get them? my wish since childhood is to own a pair of ballet shoes.

was late for skool todae.. horribly late. waited 1 hr for a cab, missed 45 mins of my lecture, n attended onli 20 mins.. (-_-lll i wld have been early to skool if onli i din have to wait so long for the cab.. =( i din wake up late. it was the rainy weather..

anyway, went with Kayee to Paragon after skool. she, to work. mi, to slack, coz i kinda wanted to get out of the house for a breather.. so, went to her workplace, Coffeebean. =) heehee.. got a cup of Pure Chocalate free.. sat there n waited for Manda til 5+.. coz we arranged to meet up. anyway, lookin at Kayee workin, i reallie admire her for her independence. as compared to her, i'm juz a little girl still livin in her own pastel-coloured bubble. it'z like she's in the real world, experiencin it, while i'm sittin in the sidelines watchin. oh well.. :p anyway, i think she's a realie nice fren to have. not coz of the Pure Choc, but coz she takes care of mi.. in a sense.. =)

so, waited at Coffeebean frm 12 to 5+pm.. ugh.. i've realised dat the thing i do best is waste time n day dream. coz datz wat i did there the whole time while waitin.. dat n lookin around, observin Kayee workin.. (-_-lll sounds stalker-ish.. hahaha.. went to Heeren with Manda. had Korean food at the Korean restaurant there for dinner.. not bad.. very fillin when u choose to eat the set meal.. after dinner, we shopped.

I BOUGHT A PAIR OF PINK MINI HEELS!! gonna wear them to skool tmr.. very lady-like. but the heels are abit too narrow.. they got stuck 3 times, in between pavement grooves, when i was wearin them.. very embarrassin havin ur shoe stuck to the ground n havin to manoever the heel out while ppl milled around u. ugh. wanted to dig a hole n juz crawl inside n die.. other than dat, itz alrite. =) saw quite a few pairs of divine lookin shoes. shall save up to buy them, provided they have those shoes in my size.. saw this pair of lovely ballet flats in a very buttery soft leather.. ALAS!! their smallest size is 5, n mine is 4.. 5 was too big for mi.. =( saded.. my feet r too small..

Manda also bought shoes. we both have gd taste.. haha.. though mine tend slightly towards being more practical.. wanted to buy skirts too.. but was lazy to try them, as well as broke.. Manda, u free go far east with mi some time? haha.. gonna hunt down the purple satin heels..

Maths quiz tmr on limits.. i'm totally lost as to wat it is all abt.. or rather, how to work it all out.. n i juz remembered.. do we need calculators?? (x_x)



CaT cat purred at 10:51 PM
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I HATE SUN.


Flipped thru Cleo for the fifth time todae.. (-_-lll there's a pair of earrings dat i reallie wanna get.. saw some stuff dat slightly motivated mi to go shoppin.. but i think i'm gonna save up first.

nw dat i have a bank account n an atm card, i keep tryin to think of ways to save money so dat i'll have some to deposit into my account. this have led to mi curbin my cab-takin tendencies even when skool is far n the bus trip home is long.. (clementi is far frm my house despite the direct bus) this have led to mi curbin my cab-takin tendencies even when i'm runnin late in meetin him n optin to brisk-walk to the mrt station instead.. this have led to mi havin alot of wants, but not enuf to make mi spend..

wow.. i shld keep up all these habits..

itz hard.. n it doesn't help dat i have his atm card with mi nw, as well as his pin number.. (-_-lll once in awhile, the devil do pop up to tempt.




CaT cat purred at 3:07 PM
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i wld like to sae Tri bought these for us, but of coz, NOT.. juz a pic frm Deviantart titled Wedding II.


tutored my bro todae.. english.. made him do Paper 1 in 1 n 1/2 hrs.. not bad.. =)

finished my homework too!! YAY!! can feel a great sense of achievement. coz i think my work is not too bad.. shall read up on my music notes tmr in preparation for the coming quiz.
CaT cat purred at 10:40 PM
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how did the japanese actually manage to decorate their cellphones to this extent?? (x_x)
but it sure is pretty.. hahaa..


borin dae.. dun like econs, dun like sunlight.

Tri got accepted into NUS.. but think he'll be goin to NTU coz the course he was accepted into there is better than dat offered by NUS.. but NTU further!! =( dun reallie like the idea of him livin in a hostel.. bring other girls back how?

(-_-lll i seem to be always scarin myself..




CaT cat purred at 10:07 PM
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Punk Sweet Heart


been feelin bushed these daes.. lotsa "quizzes" comin up next week.. (x_x) think i shld be able to handle them..

received the rejection letter frm NUS.. well.. itz expected so dun reallie feel much abt it.. juz a pity dat the SIM's skool fees r so much higher.. burden to my parents.. haiz.. n the most impt thing is, Tri wun be at SIM..

i'm very afraid dat when he starts skool, we'll be too busy for each other, or we might drift apart, or he meetin someone whom he feels more for.. itz been reallie naggin at mi.. it wun be a prob on my part coz i'm reallie not interested in other guys.. n datz wat made mi reallie feel bad abt not gettin into NUS, or any skool dat he'll be goin.. i noe itz rather silly to think dat we'll stay together as long as we stick close, n dat when a relationship changes like dat, itz irrevocable, but.. hmm.. so, i'm not upset abt not gettin into NUS.. i'm juz upset abt not gettin to where he'll be.. n of coz, the skool fees.. SIM is ex.. i reallie have to think of some way to help relieve my parents' financial burden..


if this is growin up? itz all too scary.. itz alrite in theory, but when u r reallie forced to face up to it, i'm not ready to grow up..



CaT cat purred at 10:24 PM
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Remembrance..

feelin reallie tired nw.. haiz.. been "driftin" to skool these 2 daes coz i'm so tired.. walked as if my bones were gonna fall apart any moment..

so, econs was borin todae.. letz sae dat wat is bein taught, i've learnt before in greater depth.. (-_-lll was strugglin to stay awake.. yes, i'm rememberin y i hated econs.. but since this time round, itz the 2nd time i'm studyin it, n less intensively, i think it'll be alrite.. hope so. the lecturer have a dry sense of humour dat is quite appreciated by mi.. there was this guy who learnt econs too n was answerin all the qns usin econs terms.. he totally failed to show any consideration for the other students as most of them have not taken econs before n the terms he was throwin out will simply confuse them.. who was he tryin to impress anyway?? it irritated the hell out of mi, n dat irritance was fuelled by my bad mood in bein bored n sleepy.. reallie kinda wanted to tell him to stop tryin to flaunt wat he knew coz if he was so damn gd, he wun be in S.I.M..


suddenly cravin for the marks n spencer's wine gummies.. =)



CaT cat purred at 9:34 PM
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Us!! =) taken last nite while we were at the playground downstairs. were sittin at the slide.. seems like i've yet to perfect takin couple pics..


he called mi this mornin, after my class, before he boarded the plane.. =) hmm.. hope he had a safe trip n dat he'll be back soon.

woke up feelin reallie tired todae.. nw sittin here typin with my eyes barely open.. went to skool n realised dat alot of my coursemates r younger!! arrghh.. (x_x) had an english writin test first thing in the mornin.. had to churn out some kind of mini essay within 30 mins while i was still not fully awake n freezin under the aircon.. i have to think of ways to combat the cold.. den got to know Hui Qing n Kayee when i had to go get my orientaion package.. think i can hit it off quite well with Kayee. which is gd.. =)

Survey of Algebra n Trigonometry sounds like alot of nonsense.. maths?? ohmygod.. it was horrid!! i tried to process wat the lecturer was goin on n on about.. i reallie tried, for abt 15 mins, n den i gave up n started stonin.. itz like, "are u sure he's speakin english??" itz dat bad for mi.. i wonder how i can ever imagine passin dat module.. muz be nutz.. but the lecturer's quite nice.. very smiley n patient.. n i happily drifted away..



cold dae, esp in skool..
CaT cat purred at 5:49 PM
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think there's been enuf pics for todae..


so, letz recount todae..

i woke up n left house without breakfast or water.. bought a bottle of mineral water frm downstairs before headin for the bus stop.. took 74 n almost died of frostbite on it.. (-_-lll
entered the very quiet skool n headed straight for the admin office.. the administrators there r nice!! okie.. mayb juz the one dat i approached this mornin.. hahahaa.. there's absolutely no way of noein where ur class will be (or izzit juz mi?) n i wonder how ppl noe where to go!! (x_x)
they provide food like curry puffs n tea/ coffee before lectures.. bet datz like half of our skool fees.. sweet but, bloody hell! unnecessary!! (-_-lll i shld think dat we can fill our own stomachs?? :p alrite. i'm mean.

the lecture on theory of music was nice. =) i think the skool staff peepz r nice so far. =) *please dun let mi meet meanie teachers!!* right. the lecture rm is comfortable. n yes, there r a couple of cute guys n babes around..

i was wanderin around the place lookin quite lost n i met helpful peepz! think her name's Jane. but i kept to myself durin lecture so, think she might juz scrape mi off her list of frens soon.. (-_-lll she's sweet lah.. i'm juz naturally cold n aloof.. *sigh* n they muz think i'm a super slacker coz i din go for orientation, n skipped some workshop thingy todae.. first dae of skool den skip le! not a gd nor auspicious start.. =( *bad cat!* coz Tri called mi 15 mins before my lecture ended, n i told him class will end at 10.30.. so i called him the moment the lecturer said "datz all for todae.".. arrghh!! but think he went out with his parents le.. sian.. n so i rushed home right after the lecture, skippin workshop thingy, so dat i can get home n see if he called my house.. =( i dun reallie mind skippin the workshop thingy coz i hate stuff dat pops up last minute. but it reallie doesn't reflect well on mi..


n i'm thinkin wat to wear tmr.. (-_-lll

Tri came over n caught mi unaware.. coz i was in my rm waitin for his call, n my grannie opened the door for him without tellin mi he's here.. so i tot my bro came home frm my nanny's house to get something.. n Tri popped his head around the door n announced "i'm here!" hahaha.. pleasant surprise.. coz while i noe he's gonna come over, i tot he'll do so onli after callin mi.. =)
went for dinner at P.S n strolled around the place.. since itz mondae, the shops were relatively quiet.. den we headed to the playground downstairs to chat.. the weather was super humid n we got ice creams frm the nearby provision shop.. he's goin back to Indonesia tmr at 11a.m. i'm gonna make sure i can ans his call tmr if he calls mi..

snapped a couple of pics of him n us with my hp.. though he's comin back on the 25th, i still wish he dun have to go!! haiz.. guess i'll take the time dat he's away to settle in with my skool stuff..


i miss him already..

CaT cat purred at 11:45 PM

time for the photos of my niece!!





Rachelle in her great-grannie's arms.. =)





lookin disgruntled at the finger pokin at her face.. hahhaa.. the finger belongs to my youngest cousin, Royston. Rachelle looks like she wants to shy away frm it.. i can understand why.. :p





FEEDIN TIME!! in my aunt's arms.





one of her favourite poses, accordin to my cousin-in-law, Lilian. =) funnie pose but reallie cute.





Peek-a-boo! yep.. lookin while her aunt, mi, snaps away usin my hp.. hahah..



right.. my first dae in skool will be delegated to a later post. :p
CaT cat purred at 12:31 PM

itz a wonder how situations, moods n feelings can change in a matter of minutes.
CaT cat purred at 12:58 AM
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Does it not occur to u to let others wait? why me?





CaT cat purred at 11:50 PM

=) i reallie like this pic of him. i took it.. heehee..

Happie Mothers' Dae to all mothers! had a family dinner tonite.. my uncle's treat, coz he won abit of money frm the lottery a few daes ago.. went to eat at the restaurant near his house.. esp liked the oatmeal prawns todae. the oatmeal was all crunchy n sweet while the prawns were fresh n succulent.

all of us went to my cousin's house after dinner to see my new niece. =) i shall put the pics dat i took of her up tmr.. Rachelle's so cute!! n i was rather afraid of holdin her coz babies look so soft n fragile.. she's absolutely sweet. =)

i'm gonna start skool tmr n i dunnoe where my classes r!! datz the result of not goin for orientation.. hahaha.. shall get to skool slightly earlier to check things out at the admin office.. wish mi luck for skool.. i'm kinda dreadin it coz the prospect of First Dae Of Skool is rather scary to mi..


n i forgot to mention on Sat dat i finally have an ATM card at the ripe old age of 18+.. hahaha.. yep..i shall try to concentrate on depositin money in it n not withdrawin.. (-_-lll


i miss you..

CaT cat purred at 10:59 PM
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hmm.. wanted to put his pic again.. but decided to clear the Moulin rouge series first.


met up with Tri todae for dinner. =) went to Suntec n had dinner at Delifrance.. den strolled around n went to the Sky Garden before he sent mi home.. chatted at the playground n the humidity in the air felt so clammy.. weather felt so warm dat we kept perspirin..(-_-lll

HAPPIE MONTHSARY TO US!! to be frank, i've sorta lost count as to how many months.. heehee.. but wat matters is dat itz a special dae for us.. though it seems dat "monthsary? wah.. every month? alot leh? not sian?", but itz all these little things dat count.. n we dun have to be doin anything special. we juz have to be together. =) n if i wan to noe how many months exactly, i can always count..

feelin reallie happie these 2 daes. =) itz like romancin each other all over again..

my heart skips faster at the thought of him. =)




CaT cat purred at 11:41 PM
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gonna disrupt the Moulin Rouge series with a pic of Tri. =)


received a very warm greetin frm him todae, the moment he got out of the cab.. went downstairs to meet him. =) seein him juz makes mi wanna grin to myerlf in a very silly way.. heehee.. he reallie overwhelms my senses when i'm enveloped in his arms.. can feel myself meltin on the inside.. nw i noe dat the descriptions in romance stories r real. i've experienced it. all the knees goin weak, meltin into a puddle, sense of drownin in sweet honey-like bliss. u sae it, i've felt it. todae, the moment he swept mi into his arms.. nw, "swept into his arms" might sound overly dramatic but datz reallie how it was.. could feel my heart sighin with the complete-ness of it all. =)

n, i'm embarassed to sae dat i was so overwhelmed by his tenderness, n the fact dat he's back, as well as how he rushed to hug mi, dat i shed a few tears.. (x_x) heehee.. i din realise how much i've missed him til the moment he hugged mi, n the sense of completion hit home.. =) n this was even before we managed to make it to the lift of the flat i live in.

searched for a Mother's Dae gift with him in J8.. went there to have dinner n catch a movie. he got his mum a book on skin care at Popular, coz his mum is interested in the topic. wanted to find books on the instruction of singin n improvin the vocals coz his mum likes to sing. but to no avail..

watched Kingdom of Heaven.. not bad.. but a bit too long for my tastes.. was feelin sore all over after sittin for so long, in the not-exactly-plush chairs in the cinema theatre.

very good dae. =) haven't felt so blissful for a long time..


i forgot to mention he looked reallie gd todae. =) the photo doesn't do him justice..


CaT cat purred at 11:59 PM
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YAY!! THEY ARE ALL BACK!! =)

my mum n grannie r back, so is Tri!! hahahhaa..


in high spirits todae.. n got on my mum's nerves.. hahha.. y do i enjoy terrorisin my family members? :p

told my mum dat the washin machine was behavin strangely.. n so she tried to do her laundry.. n i was right! the washin machine was truly wacky! n to think i was unlucky enuf to have it turn wacky the first time i had to use it.. (-_-lll *said in Singaporean style: buy lottery also not so "zun" (accurate) ah!*


Mummy, it wasn't mi.. *wide-eyed innocent look*


n den i asked her if there's any improvement in my skin n she said yes. obvious improvement. (how come i dun see any n she n my bro did? humorin mi izzit?) needless to sae, i whooped in joy, literally. n my mum thought i was deliberately irritatin her! (x_x) wth... coz she was feelin upset abt bein unable to do her laundry due to the wacky washin machine, esp aftre she spent abt 15 mins squattin under the sink tryin to fix the tap dat supply water to the washin machine.. (typin the words "washin machine" is tirin..) so mummy dearest snapped at mi, causin mi to break into hysterical laughter over her obvious frustration.. hahaha.. even my grannie was laughin.. we sure do like to gloat.. :p my grannie told mi not to poke fun at my mum when she's in "THAT MOOD".. whahhahaa...

but Mummy,

it wasn't mi! *batts eyelashes*


she snapped at her own accord.. i'm allowed to feel pleased knowin dat my skin condition has improved. rite? =)


mum bought 2 tops for mi frm Shanghai.. one is this icky green.. the other is white. (-_-lll the white one looks cute.. got the motif of a little girl in the corner. almost managed to look jap.. n dat constitutes the first n onli white top in my wardrobe so far.. the icky green one? lets say either the Shanghai peeps have seriously misconstrued ideas of fashion, or my trust in mum's taste have been horrifyin misplaced, or she's been shoppin in the kid's section unknowinly.. (-_-lll there's this black giant paw print on the upper left side of the top, with the word "TIGER" printed in the palm of the paw.. (o_O)

mummy, u scared ppl dunnoe i was born in the yr of the tiger ah? (-_-lll

the icky green looks kinda garish.. (yes.. imagine a top in the same coour as the green font) i shall go with the idea dat mum was too overwhelmed by the vacation spirit when she bought the top n was thus not in the right faculties for awhile.. :p still, itz sweet dat she went on vacation n brought mi something. she even kept my tastes in mind when buyin snacks back, accordin to my grannie. =)



n Tri is back!! =) almost cldn't recognise his voice.. did his voice reallie sound so smooth always? so perfectly modulated n musical? cldn't help the surge of joy when i realised itz him i was talkin to. =)



tmr's orientation dae. n i'm not goin! heehee..


i'm gettin frostbitten frm the aircon..
CaT cat purred at 10:26 PM

My indomitable pride.


reasons i want him to be back:
- coz he's been away so long
- coz i hope he'll be here before i start skool
- so dat he can clear frm my com the animes i've helped him dwnload upon his request
- coz i miss him? hahah... question mark shldn't be there.. :p


reasons y i hope he wun come back so soon:
- coz i dun wan him to see mi with bad skin!!


n 1 reason against hold the same weightage as the 4 reasons he shld be back.. (-_-lll wat does this show??


i have an insufferable pride.. (x_x)

or am i mistakin it for vanity?? :p
CaT cat purred at 2:05 PM
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almost forgot to blog.. too bored, nothin to blog abt..


except...




HE'S COMIN BACK SOON!!

=)

CaT cat purred at 9:34 PM
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Infinite boredom..



CaT cat purred at 10:15 PM
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i reallie think i dun mind doin chores.. mayb coz i've been doin them for onli a few daes so far..

went over to my nanny's hosue for dinner again..curry fish head dat tasted kinda watery n juz a tad too bland for mi.. i think half my tastebuds r desensitised, coz my nanny's son apparently found the curry quite spicy when i dun. oh gosh.. datz reallie bad..

think everything in my body is juz malfunctionin..

chatted quite abit with my nanny's children, both of whom r older than mi.. feels rather like my real siblings coz i grew up with them since i was 1 mth old. =) the general consensus is dat i've lost weight. yay!! hahaha... still feelin jubilant over this. hahaha.. n they said dat my skin is not dat bad.. yay!! thank god..


gotta iron my dad's clothes tmr.. n itz back to not talkin til my bro gets home.. lonely..




toast with butter n a dribble of honey is nice. had them for lunch todae.. breakfast was scrambled eggs with crabsticks cooked in butter. tasted reallie good. =)



CaT cat purred at 9:41 PM
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juz finished watchin the show on Channel U.. reallie gotta sae dat...


DANIEL WU N STEPHEN FUNG R SO DARNED GORGEOUS!!! hahahaa.. :p


went over to my nanny's place for dinner again.. =) they said i've lost alot of weight.. yay!! my nanny tried her hand at sambal fish todae n it was reallie gd.. my nanny is a reallie gd cook.. chatted awhile after dinner, abt watz happenin in my house n mainly, abt my bro's studies.. itz of concern to all of us..

hmm.. kinda miss the daes when i practically lived at my nanny's house.. onli thing i dun miss is the weight i've lost since i've stopped goin there.. hahaha.. no doubt dat if i went over to her house for dinner every nite for the next mth, i'll gain back alot of the lost weight..


dun think dat i went on diets since i've stopped goin over though.. i can't remember when i've ever put the idea of goin on a diet into practice.. ya, i talk abt it alot, but i dun do it.. so any weight lost is due to anything but diets..

exercise doesn't feature in the options either.. (-_-lll


mysterious weight loss.. hahaha.. not dat i mind. =)
CaT cat purred at 11:13 PM

yearnin for sphagetti cabonara.. is anyone kind enuf to come n cook it for mi?? :p
CaT cat purred at 1:02 PM
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