my nearly ideal Halloween costume.. sketched by urs truly..


so, i've been very lazy.. lots to update abt.. :p


MONDAE'S POST. (long overdue..)


went on a field trip to the Asia Civilisations Museum. went to skool in the mornin to attend Comms lect, n after dat, i joined Jillian, Kaiyan, White Choc n company.. they decided to go to the museum by themselves rather than with the rest of the class, on the bus provided by the skool.. so, they went to play pool but the place wasn't open, so they had to go some place else.. in short, we walked, yes. WALKED UNDER THE HOT SUN, all around CityHall, in search of something to pass away our time..

first, we took the glass stairs in CityLink.. gosh.. the glass looked kinda frail, n we were rather worried the whole structure will collapse uner our weight.. my first time walkin down a flight of glass stairs!! hahaha.. how excitin.. abit like walkin on air, coz the glass is translucent.. Jillian took the longest time, bein afraid of fallin or breakin the glass.. i was the first to get down, n den i looked up n realised dat the GLASS WAS TRANSLUCENT!! guess wat dat means?



it means dat Jillian n i wore skirts n were walkin down a flight of translucent glass stairs.. it means dat, had anyone been standin underneath........ omg.. gd thing i was the first one down, n the CityLink was quite empty den.. Phew.. -_-lll n since Jillian was the last one down..... hmm.. Oh well.. :p she took a long time comin down despite my warnings..


spent alot of time at HMV.. n after dat, we headed to the Esplanade..


Upon reachin the Esplanade, Kaiyan dared Jillian to ask this guy for his number, in exchange Kaiyan will treat Jillian to lunch.. -_-lll well, she did ask, n den rejected the guy, sayin there was no need. n the guy asked her "U sure?" whaahahhaa.. nonsense.. think the guy was interested in gettin her number.. anyway, Kaiyan din treat Jillian to lunch, on the basis dat she did not have the number..

lunch was at the newly revamped Marina Square.. the place is still rather dusty n empty.. but it looks promisin. =) we went to meet Kayee after dat.. letz sae it was a very disheartenin situation.. the whole grp of us walked under the hot sun to the museum.. gd thing it wasn't THAT sunny, n it was breezy.. but the walk was abit long considerin all the walkin i did before that..

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The museum was interestin.. itz fun to go out with a grp of people.. or mayb itz juz tha grp i was with.. super hyper, crackin jokes throughtout.. =) rather high.. i like. some of us stayed to watch the Whirling Dervishes performance.. they gave us glass Evil Eyes as souvenirs.. itz this Turkish charm datz designed to look like an eye, n meant to ward off evil.. very intricate n pretty. =)

the performance kicked off with the singin of hymns.. a very long performance that had us fallin aslp, or threatenin to.. i muz sae i managed to keep my eyes open throughout this first part of the performance. but after the 10mins break, when the Whirlin Dervishes came on n started twirlin, i muz sae, the hymns n whirlin managed to put mi in a "trancelike" state too, n i reallie cldn't combat it.. hymns r so comfortable to slp to.. so, i got some shut eye, watchin the performance in the few intervals between snooze n total awakeness.. by the time i realli woke up, or "snapped out of the trance", the performance was nearin the end.. -_-lll arrgghh.. i missed the main part.. but, i dun regret it.. those who kept awake, or who watched abit more than mi, experienced motion sickness frm watchin all the non-stop whirlin.. :p heehee...

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some of us went for dinner after, at this coffeeshop along Clarke Quay. shared the curry chicken with Kayee, who very nicely picked out the meat for mi.. =) hahaha.. yay!! so nice!! after dinner, we went our own separate ways.. Kayee n i headed down to Bugis to continue our search for Halloween costumes..

was at this Cosplay shop in Bugis Village.. saw this gal tryin on this white dress.. she din reallie look gd in it.. coz the dress was abit too snug on her, n she doesn't seem to suit this type of dressin.. so, mean lil' mi picked out a black dress in the same sorta design, n deliberately wore it out.. i even requested the salesgal tie the sash tighter coz the dress was abit loose.. hmm.. letz sae dat my appearance is very suitable for gothic clothes? hahaha.. n the dress fitted perfectly.. :p

as a result, the gal din buy her dress.. oopz!! no thanx to mi.. i'm so mean i reallie ought to repent.. hahhaa.. the salegal was worse though.. after dat gal went off with her bf, the salesgal told mi n Kayee dat i looked nice in the dress while the other gal had to request the salesgal help her zip up her dress coz she cldn't zip up herself.. heeheee...



Bad kitty.. :p

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after Kayee managed to find her top, n i accidentally snapped a plastic lingerie hanger at the lingerie department in Bugis Junction *oopz*, we decided to call it a dae.. was bushed when i got home.. ached all over.. hahaha.. but shoppin is gd exercise. i shld go shop more often as an exercise. =)


more updates comin up!! =)
CaT cat purred at 4:53 PM
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been havin fun makin dolls these 2 daes.. tryin to create one dat looks exactly like mi, to no avail.. -_-lll

my coursemates have decided to dress up in costumes for skool on Halloween.. Kayee n i have decided on Goth.. :p n, i sketched a design, but i'll put dat up another dae..

so todae, i'll put up the process of makin my Goth doll.. hahah.. the clothes will most prob reflect the costume i'll wear.. n u can decide if they bear any resemblance to mi at all..




pls click on it coz itz abit on the small side here.. supposed to be animated, with the cat holdin a leaf flyin around.. :p heehee... so, do they bear any resemblance to mi? if yes, which one most resembles mi?



i have a sneakin suspicion that they dun at all.. except for the vibe dat their eyes have.. their expressions, dress sense..

the features when separate, yes.. but they seem to lose any similarity with mi when put together... arrgghh...


mayb i'll stop bein lazy n post up my sketches tmr.. =)
CaT cat purred at 1:42 AM
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i couldn't believe my eyes when i saw those words..

i never realised this was how little regard you had for me.

when i said i didn't know how to help you, i meant it. coz i didn't know how to go about delivering something i had no understanding about. i was afraid that i'll be causing you more trouble if i ended up doing things the wrong way.. is that so wrong to you? n i felt like i was in the way. you didn't need me, nor show that you did. i've always felt like an extra piece of furniture around you.

gratitude? yes. i'm grateful that you helped me do what i asked. but if you found it so troublesome, you could have told me, and i wouldn't have asked it of you. the last thing i want to do is to trouble you. but i guess, you can't see that.

i didn't know there are still pieces of my heart left that can still be broken. but now i realise, as long as i care, there always will be. ur words showed me that.

i want to cry, and i thought there were no tears left.. i am wrong.. but i dun want to shed any more tears.. as much as i can, i'll hold them back, even if itz hurtin my throat, the sensation of swallowed tears and a broken heart.


fuck off? well.. that's what i'll do then..




CaT cat purred at 12:01 AM
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Virgo: (August 23 - September 22)

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CaT cat purred at 3:41 AM
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rite.. have been too busy n lazy to update..

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finished my midterms yesterdae.. =) have been busy with crash courses for the 3 modules i'm takin this sem.. by crash course, i mean readin thru the txt once of coz.. hahah.. yesh.. onli once.. oopz.. alot of speed readin done, n i juz depend on how much info my brain can retain.. not the best way to study, but useful for last min studyin..

the last paper was alrite? was late by 10 mins.. paper was supposed to start at 9, n i got there by 9.10.. was out of the rm by 9.25.. -_-lll first time i've sat for such a short paper.. n i tot dat since i've finished it, there wasn't much pt in stayin in the rm any longer.. think i took the shortest time to complete the test among everyone.. waited outside the room for Kayee, n when she came out, she tot i haven't gone in at all!!!! whhahahah.. said she din see mi enter nor exit the room.. :p


Kayee gave mi the t-shirt that she bought for mi when she was back in HK.. Thank You!!!! =) white tshirt with a pink crown design, with the word "Schemer".. hahaha.. suits mi.. i'm definitely schemin, n accordin to my birthdate, the sign of a crown best represents mi for it signifies dignity.. -_-lll but white makes mi look fat.. =( or mayb i am juz very simply fat..


went over to Tri's house after skool, at around 3.. had lunch n slacked before i zonked out frm abt 5+, 6, to abt 8.45.. -_-lll guess the fatigue caught up with mi since i've been stayin up late frm Sundae to Tues, readin up.. was still tired when i woke up.. den, had dinner before he sent mi home..

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spent the whole of todae at home, recuperatin.. burnt out frm too much exposure to lotsa ppl.. nw i rmb y i dun like crowds.. bein around too many ppl, for too many daes in a row, zap mi of energy.. guess i'm better suited bein alone, or with a max of 2 or 3 ppl..

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n i realise dat, i've always been puttin off studyin coz i've always thought it was too much trouble.. mayb coz i cldn't settle down, mayb coz i had insufficient interest in the subjects.. but this sem, i think i'll be alrite.. =) Comms and UGC perks my interest..




pralines with brandy centres doesn't suit mi.. n Toblerone white choc is nice.. =)
CaT cat purred at 10:34 PM
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Happie 25th Monthsary to US! =)


met up with him todae.. finally, after a week.. went to watch Corpse Bride.. coz i said i was interested.. he was already at Cine waitin when i got there.. n he got mi a pressie, when i din get any.. =( i'm such a bad gf.. he got mi a very adorable piggy bank.. hahahha... muz be hintin mi to save up.. :p n he had already gotten the tics for the show before i even got to Cine.. awww... so sweet! happie.. =) juz the idea of seein him was enuf to keep mi smilin frm the moment i got off the cab at Cine.. muz have been a scary sight for the passerbys.. hahah..


the show was.. hmm.. not as engagin at i tot it wld be? but it was all very beautiful.. Kayee, i do not resemble Victoria.. -_-lll more like Emily, the corpse bride, can? she's so much cooler!! :p found Victoria kinda plain, but think Emily was reallie beautiful, n full of sex appeal.. omg.. i actually prefer the corpse to the livin.. x_x would have preferred Victor to wed Emily.. but guess dat wld have made a rather weird endin, with Victoria sufferin.. not dat i mind.. oopz! oh well..


went to walk around in Heeren before headin to Taka for dinner.. received a name card frm this guy frm some modellin agency.. supposedly lookin for new faces.. -_-lll he intercepted mi when Tri walked off to throw some stuff for awhile.. gosh.. he muz have had alot of practice in interceptin ppl.. managed to cut thru the throng of passerbys reallie quickly.. well, dun think i'll bother even if he reallie calls.. the idea of mi modellin is juz reallie reallie weird? so absurd dat i find it unimaginable.. n datz sayin somethin since i'm reallie imaginative..


dinner was at Breeks in Taka, before we went to Kino since i wanted to go check out the stationary.. den he sent mi home.. kinda angered him for awhile.. was shocked speechless coz he's nv been dat cold to mi face to face.. felt like a naughty child gettin reprimanded by an adult for doin somethin wrong.. =( guess i wasn't considerate enuf.. but i meant wat i said as a joke.. din noe he'd take it dat seriously.. anyway, it was alrite after i apologised.. n i was pretty mean too.. was tryin to muster up the words for 10 mins, while we walked frm AMK mrt station to my house.. -_-lll partly coz i was still reelin frm his sudden harshness, partly coz i was stubborn.. oopz.. n i ignored him all the way!! arrgghhh... i'm such a fool.. shouldn't have hesitated in pacifyin him, shouldn't have ignored him coz i was shocked.. but at least he was straightforward abt his feelins this time.. =) open communication.. i like..


anyway, i was mean coz while walkin down the flight of stairs to my block, i slipped n landed on my butt.. -_-lll ouch.. y is dat happenin so often to mi nwadaes? den, coz i was trailin behind him all the way, he was already a short distance in front of mi.. he turned back n saw mi sittin on the steps.. n held out his hand to help mi up.. n i brushed it off.. =( i'm such a stubborn fool!! muz have hurt his feelings.. haiz... dearie, i'm sorrie.. reallie sorrie..


itz alrite nw though.. grateful.. =) thanx dearie for todae..


CaT cat purred at 11:59 PM
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seems like the bugs n critters around my house have acquired some sort of a dislike against mi... they've been stagin random attacks these 2 daes..

one was the fly dat kept bumpin itself against the light in my rm.. big fly! big n black n scary.. kept whizzin around my rm til it hurled itself headfirst into my window pane n died.. or mayb it juz concussed.. whichever way, gd thing itz quiet nw.. heehee..

another was the lizard dat suddenly appeared when i was in the toilet.. =( din noe lizards have such lightnin reflexes.. thank god mine wasn't slow either.. crashed out of the toilet immediately..

n datz all for my borin dae todae.. lazy to blog abt yesterdae.. heehee..
CaT cat purred at 11:38 PM
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Blogger screwed up on mi..

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went to skool... was rather flustered in the mornin.. gosh.. everyone was commentin abt how bad my skin was.. =( saded..

Jillian n i accompanied Kayee to go run some errands durin lunch.. haiz...

went back to skool.. UGC quiz was okie?? was dependin on luck for my answers since i seem to have clean forgotten all dat i've read.. -_-lll got my textbooks..super heavy!! arrghh.. shall start a crash course, startin tmr, on all my subjects in preparation for my Mid-terms next week.. can't mess it up this time.


typin in rather short n abrupt sentences coz i'm kinda concussed... thanx to Jillian, todae i conquered my personal highest record of the most number of flight of stairs ever climbed in a dae. believe mi when i sae itz ALOT. kaoz.. think we were on some sorta Le Grande Tour of SIM todae.. it was like everything was on rewind-and-play as we kept rushin up n down flights of stairs, rushin frm here to there, again and AGAIN! *faints* todae was also the dae dat i spent the most time in skool.. i think.. or rather, the latest i went back frm skool.. -_-lll ended up noddin off on the ride back home..eyelids were growin heavier with each passin second.. n it din help dat i cldn't slp last nite n ended up gettin abt onli 3 hrs of slp..

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i despise people who land others in trouble, out of their own selfish reasons..it's despicable, especially when u noe dat the information u withhold will greatly affect other's personal wellbeing irrevocably.it is selfish, and it is spineless. wat u dun see is dat u r robbin the other person of their will, the free will of makin their own choices while being in the know of all the information dat'll likely affect them. it's not fair to hold back information which u think will sway ur chances, while u ask for them to make their choices.. n the worse is when, even when u noe u r in the wrong, u still make demands of the person to comply with ur wishes, even when they din wan to. how selfish can a person get? takin responsibilty is not even an issue, since u r the root of all the troubles, n should rightfully shoulder the blame n responsibilty for settin things right. =(

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i hope she's alright.. i think i'm reallie bad when it comes to tryin to make ppl feel better.. comfortin ppl is one of my greatest weaknesses coz i'll juz feel so helpless n at a lost of the appropriate things to sae or do. i'm worried...

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i realised my grannie can whip up very nice hor fun, as well as fried chicken cutlet.. =) but think itz better dat i tell her this than tellin u guys? muz learn how to make her happie..

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on my way home, saw these words printed on the back of a van. "Ban Jia" (chinese), n underneath these 2 words were the words "Home Removal" -_-lll anyone wanna have their homes "removed"?? heehee.. shld have taken a pic.. think the drivers in the whole stretch of cars behind the van would be chucklin away if they noticed the words.. :p
CaT cat purred at 11:59 PM
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