not very sure how i feel abt being a fightin monk.. lolx..
CaT cat purred at 4:07 PM
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so, Xmas is gone.. itz my bro's bdae todae.

how did u spend Xmas?

it was quiet this yr.
CaT cat purred at 4:51 PM
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dun sae things like dat.

the words have weight..
CaT cat purred at 5:13 PM
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i wonder if i'm at a point where my frens have all given up on mi.

in a way, dat scenario will be good. it'll relieve a lot of stress n guilt that i pile on myself for being unable to "meet up to expectations", whether from others' or from my own view of how frens shld be.

i know there's a checklist on how frens shld be. n i've been doin a fine job of uncheckin every damned thing on the list.

i'm a reallie selfish person. not good 'fren material'.
CaT cat purred at 10:57 PM
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When He's Not Around

Music: The Corrs
Lyrics: Andrea Corr
Transcript: www.corrsonline.com

I can't breathe, I can't sleep

He's uncool an unsophisticat
He's a tightrope walker on an open path
He's a maze of curiosity
He is the living bread that cures my appetite

I find that I can't breathe and I can't sleep
When he's not around
Everyday is bluey grey
When he's not in town

His mystique is one of innocence
I feel I'm lounging in lovely in his big blue eyes
And I would be preening in paradise
If I were always beside him like a Siamese

I find that I can't breathe and I can't sleep
When he's not around
Everyday is bluey grey
When he's not in town
When he's not in town

Can I keep him in my galaxy
(Can I keep him in my galaxy)
Can he live within my fantasy
(Can he live within my fantasy)

I find that I can't breathe and I can't sleep
When he's not around
Everyday is bluey grey
When he's not in town

I find that I can't breathe and I can't sleep, (I can't sleep)
When he's not around
Everyday is bluey grey
When he's not in town
When he's not in town..

*sigh* how appropriate.
CaT cat purred at 11:16 PM
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